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[ Thursday December 28th, 2006|8:30 pm]
[ mood | sad ]

Its like staying up all night studying  and getting an F on a test and the girl next to you never picked up a book in her life and got an A.
Buying new shoes for $100 then going back the next day and they are half off.
For whatever reason, life isn't fair.
...and that sucks.

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[ Tuesday November 7th, 2006|1:43 pm]
[ mood | disappointed ]

I hope the days come easy and the moments pass slow
And each road leads you where you want to go
And if you’re faced with the choice and you have to choose
I hope you choose the one that means the most to you
And if one door opens to another door closed
I hope you keep on walkin’ ‘til you find the window
If it’s cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile
But more than anything, more than anything

My wish for you
Is that this life becomes all that you want it to
Your dreams stay big, your worries stay small
You never need to carry more than you can hold
And while you’re out there gettin’ where you’re gettin’ to
I hope you know somebody loves you
And wants the same things too
Yeah, this is my wish

I hope you never look back but you never forget
All the ones who love you 
And the place you left
I hope you always forgive and you never regret
And you help somebody every chance you get
Oh, you find God’s grace in every mistake
And always give more than you take
But more than anything, yeah more than anything

This is my wish 
I hope you know somebody loves you
May all your dreams stay big 

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[ Monday May 29th, 2006|8:40 pm]
[ mood | sore ]

Lets see here...I havent wrote in here in about 20 years....so i figured now would be a good time to start!!
This weekend was full of summer friends & best friends<3 
Sunday we went to Red Oaks water park... it was very fun besides the fact that a few unmeantioned people were trying to drown me...ehem.. And i got my whole back burned.haha but that didnt stop me from going out to the beach today after of course i swam in a nice clean pool with the boy i love :) Yes for Memorial day we went to the beach and i got more extremely burned. It hurtssssss. That was right after i almost passed out because of dyhration. Now im currently in my non-air conditioning house dying of heat. Oh the joys of summer...only 11 1/2 days left of school.....it seems soooooooooo long.
So i havent seen spiderman in forever and its on tv right now...and im watching it and James Franco looks really young.
Ok well i definitly really miss livejournal...and mary,i wonder where she is??
I love my friends<3<3
I love Jonathan Bell the very mostest though

P.S. Livehournal is very much improved there is more stuff...
what is a tag??

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[ Friday February 3rd, 2006|6:42 am]
Im trying really hard to be strong...and not let you know that i still want to be with you more than anything,and i can do that untill i see you or think about you. I dont like seeing you with other people. I dont like thinking about all the times we had

I hate knowing that its over and we'll never be together again.

So everytime i say im okay...im lying because im never going to be okay with out you...
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[ Tuesday January 31st, 2006|6:38 am]
[ mood | sad ]

Livejournal is better than myspace for sure.
No one should leave it anymore!!:)

Life sucks.

And i miss him :(

The End.

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[ Saturday December 31st, 2005|2:53 pm]
Best Of The Year:
1. party: um Mel's and Anthony's birthday and Laurens. and more!:)
2. show: Laguna Beach
3. cd: Fall Out Boy- From under the cork tree
4. movie: Mr.&Mrs.Smith and The Island
5. song: I can't choose.
6. experience: Youth Camp
7. change: new boyfriend :)
8. book: idk
9. month: All of Summer
10. day: i think most of the days in the summer and fall :)

Worst Of The Year:
1. party: none
2. show: probably all the shows with all the gay people...
3. cd: i dont know
4. movie: THE CAVE.
5. song: Mariah Carey;s... i have to agree with melissa!
6. experience: Camp and Summer.
7. concert: none
8. book: none
9. month: ummm i think the first part of june
10. day: June 12th

Hopes For 2006:
1. predict something that you think will happen in 2006?:Um i think that God will really move in our Youth Group
2. what do you hope changes about your country?: um i hope we can say the pledge of allegiance
3. what do you hope for yourself?: happiness.
4. what do you hope for your family?: that we can get throught everything
5. what do you hope for your best friend?Melissa-That you will get your 2006 hopes and you and matthew will be together for a long time because your so freakin cute together :)
Lola-That you will continue to be the best sister and get your man!
Shandy-That you will be happy and you find the man God finally says yes to!!
Collifer-that you will stop being mean to me and ehem get the Stallion
Tucker-That you will come back to us!and you will find happiness forever :)
During 2005:
1. where were you when it began? The Lomasney's
2. did you stay up?: YEAH!
3. what was your new year wish?: hehe
4. how many boy/girlfriends?:um two
5. broke up?: not really
6. have any crushes?: yeah a few
7. care to mention names?:Tucker, Ethan , and Jonathan<3
8. new friends? yes!!!!!
9. had to say goodbye?: to Jon,but he came back.
10. missed anyone?: Tucker
11. win anything?: i dont think so
12. best place you went to?: Youth Camp. Echo Grove.
13. happiest moment?: When Mr.Bell asked me to be his girlfriend :)
14. worst place you went to?:um family's houses
15. how was your birthday?: wonderful :)
16. best present?: my roses and bracelet from Jonathan

Wow...i cant really believe that 2005 is over!
This is the weirdest bitter/sweet year yet...
i have no opinions on how 2006 will be because we all know how that always turns out...
2006 will be a year!:)

Happy New Years Everyone!!

Im so excited for tonight!!!:)
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[ Tuesday December 20th, 2005|10:06 am]
[ mood | thankful ]

Remember when you used to come to check livejournal and everyone would have a mile long entry...
I kinda miss that.

I am at school the last day before break!!!:)Im watching the Grinch!:)
This is the only class where we are having some what of a party...that sucks!
Anyways Christmas is this sunday!only 5 days!(4 if you dont count today!)
How exciting!
Have a nice day world!!

I love you Jonathan Bell <3

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[ Friday December 16th, 2005|9:50 am]
[ mood | /sad ]

This wont mean a thing come tomorrow...
And thats exactly how ill make it seem

Im trying really hard not to be mad at you...
But its not working very well

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[ Saturday December 3rd, 2005|4:12 pm]
[ mood | irritated ]

Just so you know,
My parents are over protective freaks and i pretty much cant stand it.

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[ Tuesday November 29th, 2005|5:43 pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

i have never felt this way before....so alone. It's as if nothing can ever be the same for anything. It seems i ruin everything...or everything ruins me,which ever comes first. I dont even know what to do. All i ever do now is cry...i feel weak. I can't even stop sometimes and it comes out of no where. My smile is fading..even the fake ones. I dont want it at all. I cant pretend anymore i dont even know who i am at all. Who i was isnt who i am but who am i now. I keep telling myself that people care...then they turn away from me, or maybe i turn away from them. its all me..its my problems,my fault for everything.Every last thing ill take it all.

i never wanted to be this.

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